justrun-.

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been rather hectic and eventful lately. with the eoys coming up, the stress is evident among 310ers. or at least the mugging is evident. it's totally freaking me out! rahh it's so hard to mug hard when i still have my usual trainings and all. sigh. and everyone else's ccas have stopped! boohoo. i know i can like get myself excused. but my body will lose out! and i will grow fatter than ever. so i think i might just want to risk my eoy results and cont training like this. i donch know!

today the old relief chinese teacher confiscated my chem notes. first time something has actually been confiscated from me! (or at least first time as far as i remember) suddenly her eyes were sharp. yestd i had my math and calculator out on the table and she didn't say a word. oh well... i mean it's called being productive! and using my dear brain. for goodness sakes she isn't really teaching much so i might as well "zhua jin shi jian" (quoted from her) and do my other stuff right? she's a looney. and we all agree. she gave us weird bookmarks with extremely queer quotes on them. i'd type it out but i can't be bothered to search for the bookmark that i accidentally misplaced :D

ttdurai has been looking old and haggard. he's so two dimensional you know. but my okes! my marvey okes! beware. oh my marvey plan for marvey netball carn. you carn't stop me! oh so exciting. -cackles loudly

guojiaolian insists that i must lose weight. (i agree lah, just that i'm stressed now so it's harder) and so he's making jina and i bring our track suits to running sessions. we will run in them and sweat like pigs. hurrah hurrah. i'd better lose some frickin weight or else... anyway i have decided to abadon recess indulgence. recess is destress. but not worth the weight? (wait) okay that was meant to be pun-ful. but oh well. so i will join the non-recessers up in our lovely classroom. i will either nap or spend time looking at grotesque photos of fat. 7kg i must lose. SEVEN KG. good luck to me (: jiaolian wants me bone-y.

ahh swim sessions now include a run after. siao. it's nuts! and my tendons are dying. DYING YOU HEAR?

spot check today was traumatic. effective i must say. but still traumatic. which is odd. i'm usually not very affected because i've been on the other end, but today it was traumatic. fielers were like dementors. ahha. but it was very cool. i mean well-planned and all. prams... prams... ahha. prams.

they should change rs blocks to study blocks. 'specially with the exams coming.

okay i'm taking a break tonight because i am upset. but tomorrow i will attempt to super saturate my brain. yahoo! not with fats ofcourse. ew. yuck.

crash and diet! go me. ps: i am not anorexic! i would run a lot faster with 7kg less.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [23:00]

and took [20051007] strides

it's the passion that drives you